& i guess after sucha shitty day ytd, today has never been more awesome (:
wenta school bright and early to pay up for ntumun; then back home, peaceful nice rest day I LIKE. met matt and friends for dinner and New Moon sneaks. IT SUCKS, DONT WATCH. ending's like superb abrupt and its a draggyy show.
sexy christmas lights, pretty starry night (I SAW THE ORION BELT OMG)
CASSANDRACHOYPEIYING is a happy girl today (:
<3

When i pause at the door, looking back, hesitating; CASS

Farewell Piknik at Botanic Gardens for Jess & Nadine! the rain failed to dampen us haha. NZ tattoos, Chinese whispers, junk food shopping. will miss those blond bombs after they return to NZ, aww ):





left arm's throbbing, thanks to the jab. index finger's swollen, idk why );
& on nights like this, you made me feel (:

When my heart is beating fast but my hands are moving slow; CASS

17 NOV
run/ jog/ walk totalling 6km today after Wedding Daze with Ultimate Douche-bag. we love the rain, we love the night, but we sure do hate the lightning (: and i think im on some damn weird GP essays fetish (thanks to Khan, 8 essays by end of dec OUCH). FIVE more to go ):

18 NOV
woke up 11plus, washed my own frikking shoes; totally nice awesome brunch. 2012 at Cathay with Matt (: gosh the show's awesome, forgiving the guy for being too tyco in an apocalypse show like that. lepaked around ps, saw quite abit of familiar faces and i lost my prawn ball, thanks to some idiotic woman who banged into me without apologising. got home, crashed off for 2 hours.

19 NOV
i think, i was a pig in my previous life. slept till 12plus today, first time in my entire history. (wakes at 9, 10plus everyday regardless, idk why too, natural alarm clock) and i was supposed to meet the nbllers 12 at lido haha. woke up, saw 12:13 thought the clock was spoilt and started scrambling looking at the other clocks in the house. awesomely late, screamed "f-f-fuck" and my bro started laughing like some shit. down to lido: scrap-booking. then shuffled btw ion/ wisma/ far east, criticising nsks in their prom-wear, Slice of Life (:


When love, love is like another stubborn youth; CASS

(long and nice post highly overdued)
trekked off to tuition #1 at tp with Twin at god-earthly hours in the morning (actually not quite, it's 9plus). did a sure-fail essay according to Khan, but idc, fashion still beats technology and poverty hands down eyes closed. lunch with Phina, awesome ramen and i totally boggled her with my 10bucks worth of coins haha. then home to napped and off for tuition #2, catch no balls ttly. Starbucks with Noob, who was studying for his sure-fail BDT. feel damn accomplished cos imma done with ONE essay (though there's still SEVEN more to go wtf)

andand i just realised, that the holiday hw shit pile is really huge, ginormous, gargantuan, bronchosaurus. there's so effing much to do i swear, and i must finish before dec comes. cos my dec is considered gone, what with europe trip and ogl prep. oh wells, since when have jc holidays ever classify as holidays? pffft. (and i think i can hear my brother cooking ramen over the stove?!)

and i feel liberated for this short period of few days, when dad's away at kl and mom's attending wake. the death of my mom's cousin's grandma. which makes her my what? i dont even know who's that please, and mom identified her to me as "the granny who stay at dover and the cny goodies are on a trolley". GREAT.

i might be falling hard, falling fast, damn. so what if the peanut of the world finally knows, take it that i've gotten used to it alr. why is it so exasperating to be _____? i swear it takes skills, pure skills to not explode, to not be confrontational. many a times, i hesitate, and there's the devil's advocate. would this be another flotsam of a former passion? i dont want to hurt you but i dont want to end up being the victim myself.
there's a limit, dear, dont bust it.
im serious, this time round.

When i believe that we can only love who we trust; CASS

 




I like.
YELLOW bik.
Royal Plaza on Scott.
DOUBLE servings Baileys' coffee cake.
Conviction till 4AM. (failed)

( I'm not your Toy, no. )

When the brink of deliverance is sometimes just an elusive point; CASS

 




OP was nubbad, though half the time we were blabbering away, but we got lepak monster so things were much phew. yes and a stupid gl ttm group who presented, which was so slappable, total chore listening to them.
legs were acme of cui-ness today, wanted to train much though, brought everything etc. ivy was like you cant even climb a flight of stairs, train what?! ugh.
total freaking Binge-ing escapade.
Love-trotting MLTW (:

( & i think im an utter PMS disaster. )

When maybe, it's time you try jumping off the fourteenth story; CASS

 




When you say you love me but you don't know who I am; CASS

 





When we've been there done that messed around; CASS

 




YES i think i can work as a meteorologist, JOINTS PAIN = RAIN (:
slept 4AM last night, cos some RETARD refuses to allow my BEAUTY sleep haha.
crashed wh house, kena trashed 11-4 (BULLY), lovely Zorro, rainy long routes.
(:

& the world's been asking me.
okay i dont know alright, its complicated.
/edit.
OH SHIT.


When its brawling big-time for the dogs in the manger; CASS

CASSANDRACHOY cannot believe she was CAJOLED into watching a SOCCER match tonight. thanks to quekwh haha.
Arsenal vs Spurs, 3-0.
at some novena pub, with this mega huge tv and booze all around. watching goalkeepers who wear green to camouflage into the grass and tall lanky headers who should've played bball instead, sheeeesh. and yes, sinful prata at 11plus pm, thanks to who again? hearhear haha (:
so thats 2 STUPID THINGS I'VE DONE IN A DAY, and im not gonna do a THIRD haha ;D

/edit!
YAYEEE got sexaye RED E63 today (:
thanks to my bro who's going to NS next year haha awesome.
chose E63 over LG ARENA.
HAHA yes you may say im stupid BUT total techie idiot here is all ANTI-TOUCHSCREEN, think i prob just got the last non-touchscreen phone of the century :D
I LIKE.


When I was flying on a plane above your town; CASS

hey, ive a SPRAINED GROIN, can i not train?
HAHAH thats prob the most hilarious excuse you've ever heard man.
and yes, our awesome French Fries analogy (yellow on the outside, white on the inside) thats us (: think racist.
AND SO, gossips galore and MASSIVE INTERROGATION and all our usual lovely rubbish nonsense <3

 

 




ACCUB.
hate that fking U, im gonna turn njh into a cockroach i swear.
so today was a funny + emo day of sorts.
well, shut up fuck off.
im okay.
(dear, be okay too)


When comfort is what we're all really seeking now; CASS

 




i think i've been come a sleeping machine. highly sleep deprived and back on rampage.
woke at 10plus AM.
FINISH DRAFT 2 I&R and OP SLIDES and SCRIPT (damn frikking proud of myself!)
then fooood. and guess what? i went BACK to sleep haha.
crashed rj, EC field day, i like (:



and did i say i hate my "Best friend's Best friend"? 
what an anal piece of assholic shit.


When I'm all yours for the taking, mine for the giving; CASS